Where in the World did I Leave My SHM?
I have an SHM, a should-have-married. Every time I’m “home” in Oklahoma I think about him. I used to think about him much more, but over the years it’s faded a bit. I actually had two, but the first one I knew when we were kids. Some of my best childhood memories involve him and his family.
I look for him on fb, but nothing yet. He’s married, has kids, I’m sure the “perfect” life, but I wonder if he ever thinks about me. Probably not. I just like to get nostalgic sometimes. I could be living in a small town in Oklahoma right now. I have no idea what I would have been doing.
The reason I mention this is that we’re going to his town on Thursday, actually going to his mom’s to ride four-wheelers. Wow, that really narrows it down. I want more than anything to ask about him, to find out all his business; but I won’t. I’ll leave his mom’s house (again) only asking generic questions to mask my curiosity for information on how he’s doing; but I want to know he’s REALLY doing. I just want to know that he’s happy. I think I would stop thinking about him as much if I knew that he was happy with his life.
As for my other SHM, I see him on fb; but I won’t tell you if we’re “friends” or not. Do you have an SHM?